You have no idea how happy I am reading this post. I've been thinking a lot about you, to contact you so we can speak and shame on me, I let my schedule stay in the way.
I don't know how much you remember of what we've talked about or have written bout, but you've done what I suggested and you're where I told you're going to be one day. Obviously this is not the finish line as the road is long, but you have made the necessary steps to get on the right road. I'm really proud of you to have had the strength and the courage to go through the tough times, the painful and frustrating sessions in order to get better. This is huge! I knew you could do it, and now you know it too. I'm really proud of you ❤️
There's one thing I'd like to ask you. Look back, walk yourself through the journey you've made and realize how strong you are. This experience is going to give you strength to fight whatever is coming your way. Now you know you're capable, you got out of the dark hole you've been in once and you can fight whatever life gives you! Never forget that! 🤗
... and we're going to have a chat, once I get home 😎
Don't bother because I was also not online much. I am thinking of connecting with you personally so that it's easier to have a small chat if you are up for it. I have a lot to share with you...
Of course, I remembered everything, and I feel grateful every day about that specific day when you told me it's okay to ask for help. I was confused and reluctant because, somehow in my mind, I felt weak and was afraid of exposing my weakness. I also understand that my head was messy and everything seemed horrible to me. These 2 years were really painful, scary, and triggering. Trigger still occurs, but now I try to consider it my strength and stand against it...I developed a lot, and if you talk to me now, you will definitely know...😇
You know what? The same sentence I heard from my training mentor. She said my journey is my strength, not my weakness...I guess eventually I will take a walk on my memory lane...
Please let me know...
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