Just wait when the mind is tired. and you have to put your head in a tub of water. Get out just before drowning. it is good to think at night. But if it is to think about bringing the night ... anyway I don't know where this interpretation will go. I'm always as pessimistic as you. and I love your style..
I'm not sure if I'd call it pessimism. I simply don't deny one side in favor of another since it takes both to maintain a balance. The dark side of that always optimistic personality is the fact it's often forced or fake. Superficial. Inside they suffer and when the shit goes down, they ain't ready.