New week starts - and let this be a fresh start:)

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Hi, guys!

New week begins, and I hope this one will be a week of productive creativity, not a week of instant fighting my mental state. I have absolutely no reasons to think so, but hope is something that dies last, so lets' just hope that I'll manage with my head and will be able to get back to work.

On the last week it was only getting worse and worse every day, and each day in the evening I thought "enough, tomorrow
I will be more insistent in fixing myself". Too bad with mental illnesses it doesn't work that way.

I was looking for something that could cheer me up, and yesterday at night I finally created a tic-tok account to upload there speed paints of my art. Nick name is the same as on Instagram, Inber_art, and I already uploaded 4 videos, and you know, what? I really enjoyed the process. So I need more speedpaints, and that's a good motivation.

Today I will walk with my dog first, and than stick to work. How much longer I can fear? I think I finally will use that rule where you promise yourself that you will do something only for 15 minutes, and than you either get in a flow or stop. 15 minutes doesn't sound like a tragedy.

In the evening I will have a treat for my efforts anyway - I ordered 4 firebelly tritones for my fish tank, and I will create an environment for them. Just look at these guys, aren't they cite?:)

NOT MY PHOTO! FROM GOOGLE PICS! Will make my own when they'll arrive:)

Also in one of my previous posts I promised to show a bit how on-line DnD works. We use roll20 app, and it's really great, and I enjoy it even more than life games. I'm at home, I feel save, yet I can spend time with my friends.

My sweetheart already feels 100% OK, her little paw is fine and we can do whatever we want, with no limits:

I also made myself to make my life more pleasant in aesthetic ways. Cooking nice breakfast and serve it for myself nicely as well. Tricky how all these little things affect our mood. I hope I'll manage, I already reached the bottom, there's no other way, than up:)

See you in the next post!

Love, Inber

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I agree happiness is in the little thing usually happening around us, but sometime we don't notice it. One should be optimistic and search for happiness in that little things, Rather than wasting time on negative thoughts.

wow what a coincidence...
excellent timing... 👌