My morning walk should only be a positive vibe. It's about my walk every morning that it felt so amazing and I wanted to share it here. My walk should be full of interesting images I captured outside. I want to tell my readers how amazing my walked was every morning. Imagine I went outside and sightseeing. Having in today's situation, going outside is already enough to make me feel happy. But forgive me first because you will not see interesting images and will be about my rant because of required papers in order for us to work. I hate it but I don't know how you guys think of it.
Yesterday, my training was ended. When I went into the training centre to get my certification paper. I went first into my school because I need the Transcript Of Records (TOR). It's one of the requirements if I want to apply as a seafarer. Aside from different pieces of training papers, of course, the record should be required as well. I went there and expecting that I can get it without a delay. I was excited, you know how does it feel when you're being rewarded with papers as proof that you finished that Bachelor's course.
The other office in school asked me to get my overall grades from a different office. I went there immediately and got my grades right away and went back to the registrar's office. When I was requesting for my TOR. One of the people in that office told me to let the cashier sign in that certain paper first. I went there because I was confident that I had no remaining balance.
Only to found out, I have still remaining balance from graduation payment. I told them before that I wouldn't join the graduation ceremony because I didn't have the money to pay for it. They agreed of it and I thought I didn't need to pay for it. Then just now they told me that I news to pay it even if I didn't attend the ceremony. How unfair for them and it's frustrating when you don't have a choice but to follow them. I stepped backwards because for now, I have no extra money for it. I paid it all for my training and payment to have a Certification of Proficiency (COP.) It's very disappointing but there's nothing to do for now.
My heart broke knowing that I have another payment to pay. Not now, life is hard now and this is happening. It's making me feel stress thinking where to get it. I don't know how will I get and that's why I'm powering down. I really need the money that bad. I thought I could only use it for my training but this just came out unexpected. A very bad situation that happens now.
I don't know how to do it but I want to influence with negative vibes. Here's the flower for you to make you feel cool down a bit and just being amazed by these flowers. It might not be that pretty but that's not the purpose of it. I still remain positive and never forget the law of attraction of life. I know I can overcome it, just don't know how or when. I will just keep on believing and stay on my dreams. Sorry for no pretty images for now.
Again, thank you for reading. A smile will overcome everything. 🙂
d' dreamboy,
@mrnightmare89
