Breaking out of my shell

I always wish to make friends, having people in my circle, but it's always difficult for me to make friends. I don't know why, but maybe because I am an introvert. I love my own space and I love to always be indoors. But I really wish I can change being an introvert to extrovert because I have seen that it's very easy for an extrovert to make friends easily. You will also see them everywhere, being loud and jovial.

And also, I see that extroverts always talk anywhere to advertise their business; they can go on to tell everyone at an event what they do without being ashamed. But as an introvert like me, I find it so difficult to even talk in a party, not to talk of announcing my business to everyone.

Well, there are many advantages of being an introvert too, but I still want to have some extrovert traits, like being able to talk to people and make friends easily, talk about my business anywhere without being shy.

Sometimes, I think I am too gentle, like if someone owes me money, I find it difficult to ask, or if someone did something I don't like, I find it difficult to complain, rant, and tell the person what they did to me is wrong. Instead, I will go inside my room and be thinking of what I should have said to the person.

I wish I can say it there, immediately to the person, and that is the reason I wish I can be an extrovert.

If I could change something, I will change being an introvert to extrovert.