Yesterday my whole life came crashing down. I gave up the most important thing in my life. I have long feared this day would come but I had hopes that it would not but here we are--
--At ground zero, everything seems painfully familiar. I never thought I would be at this point again. All my plans are gone. Now I have to start all over again. The thought of this nauseates me.
I have been trying to figure out how I plan to navigate through life again, now that a lot has changed. I am in a place of great uncertainty, however, my only anchor right now is God.
If there is anything I am certain about it is that I have given my whole. I have been patient and done my personal best in this situation. At this point, I don't think there is anyone to blame. It was just the wrong fix.
All I can do right now is pour out my heart and soul into the remaining things I have--my family and my life. I don't care so much about myself, so I am just going to build my life around my family.
I don't want to be resentful or rigid. I will open my heart to the possibility of other experiences. But what I have promised myself is never to go search or entertain the flimsy lure without critically weighing my options. I can't continue to build my house on sand.
Still trying to figure out what lessons are there to learn from this whole situation. I don't think there is much I would have done differently. So it's either I am wrong or this whole situation was a disaster waiting to happen.
I think I played myself because the signs were there. I thought I could alter nature and basic psychology through rationality but now it is quite evident that these things are strong determinants. It would take more than just logic to solve and a genuine willingness to change.
The last time something like this happened I had hit rock bottom and it messed with me completely. This was followed by a series of traumatic events that almost ruined my life.
So I am grateful to have been in a good place ever since then, even though it was short lived. Hopefully, that will give me the strength to live through this period of my life.
My only request is that God sees me through these challenging times, so I don't make any more rash decisions. I don't want to ruin my life over just one, even though it was everything at some point.
I embrace this new chapter of my life… I want to believe something positive will come out of this unfortunate circumstance. No one has the monopoly on happiness (not even me). Cheers!
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Umm... Did someone call my name?
Brother Nonso, you are one of a kind.
Let's see what Isaiah is up to today.
Hey Isaiah, give me the word?
(Oh he's awake. I can't wait to see what he has to say.)
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thanks for the encouraging words @minpoly. Thought I had lost someone dear to me, but fortunately the issue has been resolved.
I hope you can enjoy your weekend.
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I really hope you overcome what ever it is you are facing. It will pass 🙏🏾 stay strong Chief.
thank you chief. We passed as soon as it came
Thank God
You made the right choice by committing everything into God's hands and with that said I know you're in good hands.
Life is all about taking risks and making decisions, if it doesn't work out today it definitely will tomorrow by the special grace of God.
Whatever problem it is your are facing, please don't limit yourself to it. Keep striving, keep pushing, you will get there someday.
thank you very much...I appreciate your kind words
It's my pleasure. Please be happy always
Brother, I have no idea what you're going through, buy whatever it is, I know that it must be painful.
But most times all we have to do is live and continue living, while doing all we can all believing that something good would come out somewhere. We lose control of events many times. We that happens, we can only believe for the best out of the mess. Believe for the best bro. Just keep living in hope.
Fascinante,
No imagino que perdiste, pero conozco el sentimiento. He estado hay mas de una vez, y solo queda tomar aliento para ver por que camino continuar. Adelante.
Excelente manejo del lenguaje @nonsowrites.pob
All would be well buddy. Need anybody to talk to, just know you have me
thanks bro. Omo the matter don settle. thankfully
did you get hacked or something? sorry man!
not crypto related. But it has been resolved--I wasn't expecting that.
happy to hear that
It's important that you know "this too will pass"
and it has, hopefully never to happen again
Phewww! Glad to see in your comments that this issue is no more.
Challenges come, challenges go. How you survived, you don't know.
They pull us down but weren't supposed to just give in. If you can't stand back on your feet, roll. As long as you reach your goal.
I feel your pain, I know how it feels being in the position you are, At Ground Zero.
First of all, Try to calm down and relax first. Don't let the trauma or devastating experience affect you negatively, See the positive side of it and take it as a lesson.
Nothing last forever, So as this stage you are in, It will pass and you will overcome and have a good and better time to celebrate your victory.
Cheers.🥂
Bless up.👍🏻💥