"I filled my life full of dullness now..."
You are a seed that has buried herself in the dark earth. You cannot see the sun now, but it is warming the ground above you and the rain is seeping down to where you are. Soon, you will grow, and you will bloom again! 💗
I guess the whole process will take time just like from seed to tree journey, takes a lot of time...
Thanks, dear for the wonderful comment, these words really melted my heart...