A lot of responsibilities will fall in your mind together with stress and anxiousness, which steals your confident and the achiever person you once was, I've experience it before. My advice take it slow,do everything one by one, go meditate and give a little space for yourself speak positive things for yourself, It will build inside you,and you'll benefit from it. And I swear contentment and avoiding comparison is the key to a joyful life, practice it while your young cause you'll really be needing it in the future, with these world demands, we cannot keep everything intact but at least we got the control for ourselves to make peace with it even in the most chaos situations❤️