Emptiness!!

Did you ever felt empty inside even having everything in life, everything you wanted?

Do you have to experience losing something you wanted for a long time and this made a deep space inside your heart?

If you are not familiar with what I'm saying then, congratulations! Life is still treating you well. But people who have gone through these experiences or still facing the phase know how awful it feels. Yes, you got it right; I'm talking about my life as an example.

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There's no comparison with losing something we wanted with our heart and soul. It creates a deep scar in our hearts. That scar is something I can't define, I can't explain how it feels. But what I can say is, it's some deep space full of sadness, some dark emotions that I was never aware of. It's something that I can't touch so I can recover or deal with it. I'm just sitting here and waiting for the time to heal my heart.

It's like a different world inside me. I never created it on my own. But it came with some difficult life experiences. If I define my mind as a multi-storey building, then this is the floor, I never want to visit. Every time I intentionally try to avoid the floor. But the surprising thing is, I always, always come across this. Isn't it wired?

Life is full of wired experience and a lesson on how to deal with them. I know that. But still, I struggle to face that emptiness.

Did you ever feel the same?

There are hundreds and thousands of reasons to feel grateful for what I have achieved in life. But still, this emptiness makes me feel weak inside.

I figured out, it's necessary. This emptiness makes us feel down to the earth, always remind us why we need to be grateful. I find this emptiness as a reason to be more spiritual so I can connect with our creator, I can find the deeper meaning of life, I can add more value to life so I can fill up the space.

Emptiness feels bad but is not always bad after all!