Great post, thank you for sharing it!
I have cptsd too and the medications I was taking did not do any good for my body. Since two years ago I'm not taking any of it anymore and I feel a lot better.
Since that I started to experiment some psychoactive substances. Every few months I take some MDMA but I don't like it too often not to lower my serotonin levels.
I'm likely to take mushrooms more often. I read studies abut micro dosing psychedelic mushrooms and LSD and I think that psychiatrist will soon have to implement some psychoactive drugs in the methods of treatments.
Peace and Love