I was doing the mdma with her, and the most of my expirience I was busy looking at her and smiling from ear to ear seeing how she was.
For such a long time she was turned off, wasn't herself at all, mostly stuck on things running in her head.
Watching her like that, all happy and free, was amazing. I loved her so much during these hours, and the chat we had outside when smoking during the relaxation of the effect, was priceless.
I didn't know the things resolved under the effect will remain for her, but she's different since and its been a month already.
She's more connected to herself, more calm, relaxed and happy.
Amazing expirience.