I Feel That I Want To Get Dialyzed Already

I only can go for my dialysis twice a week but I feel that I want a three time dialysis weekly. It is not possible really because of the extra expense that it will be incurred to me. To start the preparation for going to dialysis is quite tedious not only for me but also for my parents.

Then what is hard is that I have to pay 600 pesos for every dialysis treatment. The cost was half of that before and then suddenly they doubled the extra billing on top of the dialysis cost that they are charging to my health insurance which is higher than if I would pay out of pocket.

Then of course we have to consider paying for the gas money, the food, and of course waiting for my dialysis to end by my parents is really heart-breaking for me. My parents should not be subjected in caring for me, it is just they are truly loving and will never really allow me to be on my own especially now that I am just disabled and cannot do anything much physically.

My health insurance is just giving me 90 session allocations per year. So I am scrimping its use so that I will not be troubled much when it is fully consumed near the end of the year.

It is hard to get some financial assistance now that there is a Pandemic going on and unfortunately it makes my parent's get a hard time going around to get some documentations needed to request for medical help from government offices.

My plan is to request for medical assistance to the office of the president of my country so that I will get no hard time in paying out of pocket at the end of the year. They are now just allowing people to submit online the paper requirements rather than the people going to the Malacanang palace to personally submit the papers there for everyone's safety and convenience.

But nonetheless even if I would get some assistance I will still have to pay extra charge from the hospital which is really making a hump on my back because it is expensive considering that I am only earning little money online which is why I am working hard just to patch my needs and for that reason I could never stop for as long as I am breathing because if I cannot pay anymore then it will be the start of a lingering death for me.