Midnight Thoughts

On one of the most irritating nights, everything seems so discomforting. Your favorite person's text, your most awaited gaming rig, your favorite content creator's new content notification, nothing can repair that spoiled mood. Thankfully, I am having one right now.

Life is always complicated, we just learn how to mitigate those complications, and try to adapt to the situation. The more perfectly you can do this, the more enjoyable your journey will be. I was good, kinda satisfied with my journey, still I am, it's just one of the few bumps we do face on our way. And here I am ranting, midnight thoughts with some depressed shits, all of these will fade away in the morning, I am hopeful about that.

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Everywhere the society sets a few tracks for us, to walk on them, things are designed in such a way that you cannot but walk on them. If someone wants to step out off the track and try to make his own way to another goal, that's where the hardships start.

Currently, I am going through something like this. My hardships haven't started yet but I am having thoughts of possible outcomes and as always I am worried about the negative outcomes first instead of the positive ones. Clap! Clap!

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What's it like to vanish for a few days from our routined life? No medium of connectivity with the usual things, you are on your own, with just enough money and a backpack for your basic needs. No one to ask or command you, no assignments and deadlines, no exams or results, you get no tension for anything before you, just live the moments, forget the existence of past and future, just the present. How would it be? Have you ever lived a week like that or thought about having one? Maybe a day, I am considering and badly in need of one but can't gather enough moral strength to set out for such an adventure.

What would I have done on that day? Have a train journey to the hilly division of my country. Join a random travelers group, to be honest, travelers are too welcoming and hospitable for their like-minded people, with the strangers climb up the top of a mountain and stay there, camp with them to chit-chat the whole night, with strangers whether you learn new things or stay completely isolated, their judgments won't matter the next day in your life.

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3:30 am,
It's been raining since the last few hours. Instead of a deep sleep I am fighting with my unpleasant thoughts, looking for a way to minimize them.