Hi, guys!
Today I want to continue my story about how I decided to get out of that awful state that lockdowns brought to my life, and I will tell about it on experience of my illustration guru Yana Frank.
So, yesterday we stopped at the point where I found out that it's constant frustration is the thing that causes my derpession, and the whole world went insane, and I'm the one who has to take the pills.
I sat down, took a note book and wrote down everything that I lost due to lockdowns. It was quite a long list, but I stopped only on points that I really feel as a loss.
First of all it's sports. An opportunity to come to a sport club and take classes with teacher and other people, who support each other, and the teacher can see if I do everything right and correct my actions if necessary. It's even more important because the only sports I was allowed to do was stretching, and teacher helps to stretch, and unlike my hubby at home she knows how to do it without damaging me.
Today I looked at facebook page of my studio and found out that they didn't survive lockdown. I feel really sorry about it, so sorry I can't even tell you. But at the same time it suddenly made it easier for me to let it go - I simply have no place to return. Yet I'm regretting it deep inside, but soon I hope I'll find a way to deal with it and move forward.
I found this web site called Steezy. There you can get lots of sports programs, their specialization is dancing. I looked through the classes and found some suitable for myself. Today I plan to start training.
Second big loss is an opportunity to go to singing studio. I took singing lessons as a kid, and refreshed this practice when I was 31. It's a nice relaxing experience, plus I had huge success. I'm already OK with the fact that now I take my classes on-line. So, I found ways to make this experience better. I found this app available on Android called Vocalizzo and bought a subscription, so now I can warm my voice before the class begins.
DnD also moved to on-line format and I'm OK with it. It's even nice not to have go home after games that ends late at night.
But still main deal is sport. It's harder to make myself do something at home. When you take classes at a studio you have strict schedule, and you just come there on time. At home you have to plan yourself and it's really frustrating, at least for me.
I noticed that technically I'm ready to move, but I feel not OK with the fact that I have to change my cloth. Lazy about it. So I just started dressing for sports from the very morning. Plus it's a nice way to look at home.
I hope I'll succeed at my new activities and soon I will tell you that it worked. At the moment I only begin my way:)
Created with support of Groot:)
See you in the next post!
Love, Inber
i am groot :-)