Hi, guys!
I continue to treat my prolonged depression, and so far the results are still very insignificant. Every day I fight for my survival and it's some kind of never-ending nightmare, but what can I do, I have to fight, because I have no other choice. I try to do as many things as possible that make me happy, but sooner or later they end and then I just don't know what to do with myself, because just sitting and staring at the wall is not a very good option either.
Today I should receive new devices for self-care, which makes me very happy, it will be a cool experience. So far I have not returned to training, but I will definitely do it next week. Today I need to sign up for surgery, so-so entertainment, but it needs to be done if I want to forget about this for the near future.
For now, the most important thing I need to do is sit down and draw a few portraits to send one to the customer and reopen my page on Fiver. This is taking a lot of effort from me right now, but I hope I can handle it. I just need to sit myself down at the table and start working. It's very difficult to do, but I hope I can handle it eventually.
Overall, I think everything will be fine in the end. My body can't stay depressed forever, sooner or later it has to come out of it, and when it does, I hope I'll be ready for it and be able to return to an active life.
Have a great day everyone!
