I haven't posted anything here on Hive in ages. Not because I have stopped believing in HIVE, not at all. Mentally I feel like I have not abandoned HIVE at all, even if it may seem so. I guess it is a bit of a blind spot for me when I have all these 'opened tabs' in my life that I mean to return to, but it ends up taking an ungodly amount of time before I actually do. The same as with this delayed reply that I have been meaning to write for 11 days now.
But I've also noticed that the reason why I haven't posted as much recently is heavy self-censoring. With all the divide that has been cultivated over the last years, I think I've felt that people don't really want to know what I think, how I see things, and how I experience them. Even though on the other hand I do also believe that it is important to document at least some of it. You know. Living in 'interesting times' and all, but the blog does not reflect any of it.. like wut..? :D Very negligent on my part, looking from a probable future historian's perspective. :D
The reason why I'm writing this in a whole separate post is that I wasn't sure if I wouldn't end up with just a bunch of photos. I mean, recently words tend to fail me so I find that pictures can sometimes transfer a vibe more precisely.
You mean kopi luwak?Yes
Kind of a bit different as those cats eat then shit out the beans, though sorta similar I guess. Lol. I tried it once while living in Bali, but thought it was pretty overrated. That does sort of cause context to reconsider though. 🤔Ehh, I mean is all the same. Same animal, the idea the same, so.. xD I've heard the similar reviews before - mostly overrated.
Hmmm… mid 2020-2021 was actually pretty good. Since then… been a bit tougher, internally.I find it's the opposite for me.
have sorta felt stuck in a time loop.Ah, yes, the perpetual Groundhog day.. it's been a whole thing. Although I feel that energy has shifted considerably since June started. At least for me. Have had some major breakthroughs, and massive downloads about archetypes, that make you go - wow - but if anyone asked to explain, I'm not sure if I could put it in words so that the actual energetical meaning gets transferred and not just some ramblings of pure gibberish. :D
In a few short words - the idea is to live by the principle that EVERYTHING is an archetype and that by mixing and matching the archetypal energies and interacting with them one can continuously receive downloads from the source.
And this ties back to what I've always intuitively known - that the whole approach to numbers (for me) has been wrong and that I have to tie them to personifications/archetypes in order to actually understand numbers and math. Numbers are not empty. I cannot work with empty numbers. I need to get to know them energetically first.
But speaking of the June energy shift - it has allowed me to get up early again, which in turn, changes the whole dynamic for me. I'm nearly a different person if only I manage to wake up early. All these photos are from my early morning walks that just grounds and energises me. One morning was so foggy that the lake looked like the edge of existence. xD
Early mornings are truly magical for me and I'm quite excited about the summer. I think I might soon be ready to start swimming in the mornings after my little walk as well. I can get the whole lake to myself that early! ^^
Could certainly be worse as suppose life’s handed me a pretty good position to be cemented into
Yes, ever since 2020 I feel extremely grateful of the stability and privilege that I could enjoy despite everything. And that gratitude for every single day of peace has been multiplied by a thousand since the start of the war in Ukraine because I know (viscerally) that there is literally NOTHING that I can take for granted. Each day of peace, beauty, and serenity is literally gods given gift and whichever way the dice fall at the end doesn't even matter because I have THIS now and no one can take this away from me in the NOW.
though last few months been some pretty challenging emotional lows, tbh. The extreme isolation of this 6/2 “on the roof” may be getting to me. Blah, blah, blah.
How does this 6/2 "on the roof" thing makes you feel isolated? I'd like to understand. I've seen you reference it several times and I know it's from the Human Design, but I guess what I don't quite understand is how it feels and why you reference it as the reason for feeling separated and lonely sometimes?
For me, ever since I realized that the only person that needs to understand and accept me is me I have not felt lonely or isolated, because the fact that I can understand myself, I can see myself, and I can experience myself for myself - in the way that I need to be seen, understood and experienced - is enough for me. And it's not really fair for me to expect or request that from the outside. If it happens it's epic and magical, but if not, I still have myself and that is more than enough. I don't know it might sound like a cope, but the wholeness I feel inside ever since I figured it out is real for me. A real true difference. Because trust me, if anyone knows how it is to suffer from feeling isolated, misunderstood, unseen and unheard, and lonely, it's me. The pain of the sadness and loneliness used to drown me. But that was in my childhood and my teens.
But if I were to just go along with the conditioned social program, I’d just robotically be saying “great” like everyone else irregardless of their inner truth, right? But zero energy left to play that game. Sigh. Yeah. Alright, and not at the same time. Bouncing back & forth throughout the days. The yin-yang duality of life. 🤷♂️
Hey, you know I couldn't care for socially conditioned answers. I asked because I genuinely want to know. I have no time to waste on fake politeness. :D That's not what I'm about.
Funny thing. I decided that I'm going to keep bees. I've always loved tending to bees from my childhood and dad agreed that I could keep them in his backyard and he'd also be ok helping me with them as well. I'm not quite ready yet, as I want to take a propper course first so that I don't harm them out of ignorance and I still need to prepare all the stuff that I'd need for them, save up some money so that I can get everything I need, but the decision is pretty much made, it's just the matter of logistics and time..
..and then..
they came!
And I' m not ready yet!! xD I don't have a hive for them yet. But its so funny because this is not the first time I've called bees to me.. :D
They might have flown off already, I'll go check.
Aaanyway, have a lovely day! ^^
~Josie~
had inkling of insight with this when read it, though just extracting more fully now...
This makes total sense. It's all alchemy.
Whether looking through the astrological lens - all the different planets in an ongoing dance with one another, an ever-flowing symphony of forces colliding with one another from different angles, unlocking/activating new information with the codes of that particular frequency combo...
OR through the numerology/mathematic angle... all quantum physics equations, those same astrological forces translated through the mathematics & physics.
indeed, everything is an archetype - though yet going further, complex structures of multi-layered archetypes. (Caroline Myss had proposed we had either 8 or 12 core archetypes - or could look astrologically at the different blends of archetypes based on combos of planets in houses, signs, then aspecting one another, and interacting with transits through the chart's progression over time... *plus every interaction with every other person, place, thing at their/its unique point of expression/exploration...
and inevitably, we keep unlocking new levels of these archetypes through the progression of this journey through all the different frequencies' wave evolutions - "downloading" into conscious awareness at each new step.
hope that makes sense, cuz that was pretty awesome to 'see'. 😎✨👽
YES! THIS! This is exactly what I meant! ^^
And all the playground that that provides!! It's amazing.
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