I had a long night depressed, it was all about how long it is taking me to have a breakthrough. Been working on my binary trading career for over a year. Many times I saw a glimpse of success, many times I took losses.
But I have kept my ups and downs to myself because I came to the realization that most people don't believe one can have success in trading, they feel it's not possible, not attainable. For me this has always been a motivation.
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You might be going through the hardest times of your life, don't quit and keep moving. Nothing good comes easy.