I am dealing with a lot right now

I am dealing with a lot right now. My dad has decided to end all medicine. He has decided to die on his terms. I am currently respecting his decision to do this. Other family memebers are currently giving me crap over this. I have taken a leave from work. I have no idea as to if I will go back after dad dies. I know that I will need to get away after he passes. Right now I am dealing with too much shit. I have put the writing of my book on hold for now. I just needed to vent tonight. Not much to really write about. Till another day