Knowing I only have 1 year left to live is very frightening. I couldn't think too much what to do because I still want to live. Even so, there's no stopping on it. So what will I do for it...

I want to fill my life with so much enjoyment. I'll tell no one about my existence that will only last for 1 year so that they won't pitty me but instead having fun with me. One other thing is that I will tell my family how much I love them. Since we're not that close so it's embarrassing to say "I love you to them. At least they'll know that even if I didn't say much about them, I still love them.

Also I will make myself doing fearsome thing's that I haven't done before. Explore the beauty what is beneath the sea. I want to know many things about nature. I will go to the deepest forest, I want to know if there are people who are still uncivilised even in this 21st century.
After exploring the world that are reachable on finances, I will spend most of my time with family and friends. I want to make myself happy over and over again. I'll make sure I will be happy while crying. And finally I'll say to myself, "I have a wonderful and awesome life and still thankful that I experience it."