Crazy times, dear @rok-sivante, I hardly know what's going on, anymore, if I ever did... Another of life's emotional roller coasters :O :P

Hope you're doing well, otherwise, and wanted to share with you these words if I've not already (if I have, pls forgive the early senility ;)

The bad news is you're falling through the air, nothing to hang on to, no parachute. The good news is, there's no ground. — Chögyam Trungpa