Hi, guys!
So, for now, my physical and mental state is getting more interesting (no), and yesterday I came up with a brilliant idea. Well, not too brilliant, given the load I'm currently carrying on myself, but still.
On Tuesdays and Thursdays, I do stretching and pole training. It’s clear, after that my head doesn’t think at all. I looked at the schedule of another sports club, and it turned out that at 20:30 there are pair dances. Hustle, to be precise.
For pair dances, you need a partner, and, naturally, the first thing I did was to suggest it to my husband. I really hoped that he would agree, especially since it would be very useful for him. Dancing develops posture, has a beneficial effect on weight, cheers up, in general - solid pluses.
Not that I really expected him to agree, but the refusal hurt me very much and disappointed me. Moreover, the dance is not difficult, not to mention the fact that there is always something intimate in a dance, a pair dance. And I very much hoped for it. It's beautiful after all. But no, they won't come with me. I was offered to go with a friend. At that moment I got angry and asked if I could have sex with her? Why not, my husband is not jealous of girls.
In the meantime, my depression is gaining momentum, and such distracting things would be very helpful. Drawing is still hard. It is hard in mania and hard in depression. But I am trying very hard, and I hope that tomorrow I can show you new sketches.
At the moment, my course has moved to the next stage, and now it is more related to concept art than illustration. Until tonight, I need to sketch ten pointers.
The usual road signs showing the direction to the settlement. Settlement of orcs, elves, demons and other fantasy races. Yes, there is a human settlement on the list too, but I don't like people too much, I never play for them.
We need to make sketches, no color (for now), and show the use of different materials. For example, a stone pedestal, a wooden pillar, a metal sign. I hope I will succeed, and tomorrow I will be able to share the result.
Since at the moment I have no fresh drawing - here's my sweety:)
See you in the next post!
Love, Inber