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I guess this topic is quiet familiar for everyone. I see many people posting daily and I really dont know what I feel. Sometimes I am jealous sometimes I wish I can do the same and sometimes I have negative thoughts about them.
I dont feel that I should post daily. But I wish I can. In the past few weeks even almost everything was fine I had some serious mood changings. But this is just if it is about posting or being active on social media.
I dont feel nothing negative if I am in my real life. But as soon as I open any of my social media account including Hive my mind became empty.
Today I feel myself lucky since I writing this post, but this post is more about writing down my problems so maybe I can left them behind and just forget it.
At my work I am surrounded with people with a really negative people. They are keep repeating they problems. I guess this can be also a issue. Even I am trying to ignore them but I have to work with them 12 hours a day and also I am the one who give them a lift to work so another two and a half hour with them in the same car. This is lot of time so even I ignore them I still get some of they negative power.
Also I am not doing what I really like. I keep repeating to myself that soon it will change I just need to survive few more months and work since the salary here is higher so with this money I can make my dreams come true later but it doesnt gave me enough inspiration also.
I would like to change.
Sometimes It helps if I keep 1 week rest and I am mostly offline. But I do miss to interact with the people. And now this rest was more longer as it use to be.
So the question for today is: What u use to do if u are not in mood?
I am constantly in the mood trying to survive.
What else can I do?
Nowadays I receive a low (approximately $250 USD per month), pension-like income because of my multiple disabilities, and despite having/living with multiple disabilities, nowadays I still work in a 4 hours per day part-time job, but my total income still does not reach the minimum wage, which is approximately $550 USD.
I live day by day, sometimes having troubles buying foods at the end of the month, because I need to decide between paying bills/rent and buying food.
And there are many people in similar situations.
But the government does not care about us.
Stealing the mutual fund, and putting millions in the football is more important for them.
Greetings from Hungary.
Yeah this one I know. And I think we feel the same way about our Gov. I am lucky since my work pays well (if I have a work) But also I am working for a foreign company but my Hungarian co-workers keep complaining about they salaries.
But I am still not happy since my work is just like a gambling sometimes we have sometimes not. And this also make me miss my old lifestyle on our farm in Philippines.
But even like this sometimes I dont have mood and inspiration to post daily and I really dont know what should l do to change it. :(
I try to post often (sometimes daily), but receiving a few cents does not help anything. My posts rarely receive more than $1, but when they do, I am happy and grateful.
I would also be happy for a properly paying job, but nowadays that is close to impossible in Hungary.
I hope that if the leadership of our country changes, the new leaders will give either a proper amount of pension-like income, or a properly paying job. Or both.
Yay! 🤗
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