Our whole lives I have hated that you went through this. I never knew the details, because I know how hard it is to rehash those memories, I am so glad you are letting go of those things that have made you feel trapped. You are growing and allowing yourself to become free from the bondage of the past and these are more reasons to love you my friend! When we allow those things to fall away then we truly are able to experience the happiness that we were intended to have!