Shit Asher!!! That's really fucking dramatic!!! I honestly don't know what to say except something really trite that you've already told yourself like be positive and grateful for what you do have. But I know I'd be really grappling with how much I'd be limited. I'm sure though you'll find a work around and a sport that keeps you fit and your head right. And to be honest, I promise you won't miss the beers after a while. Big hug and take care and please keep us posted xx