It's been almost 6 years since I got to know this beautiful platform and I arrived at the right moment when I was looking for something to do to generate money, but not only did I get that, I also found some communities that made me feel useful, valued me and didn't even pay attention to me. age, nor my religion, nor did they judge me for anything.
I have many friends, whom I don't know personally, but even so, they have given me their love and friendship without condition. I have cried for all those who have left the platform claiming that they do not have time to dedicate it to writing a publication per day.
The incredible thing is that I have had to shut down my page and that hurts me a lot because I know what that means and the scope that this shutdown has in what I consider my work.
But many times we have to make decisions that we do not like to make and in this case it is about my health. A year ago I felt a small lump in my left breast and immediately sought to see an Oncologist who was recommended to me, I did not know that the specialty of Mastology existed, but like everything that one finds strange in the breasts, we always associate it with Cancer so I went to the Oncologist.
I did an ultrasound of the breasts, which showed a vision of a mass that appeared in the images, then they recommended me to have a mammogram, which I did not do because I did not have the 25 dollars that it cost last year. After that, my son told me to go to Colombia to be treated there, which I couldn't do during the year I was there, so I made the decision to return to my country.
My neighbor had the experience of having helped her mother who had been diagnosed with breast cancer, she had already had an operation and she is only undergoing controls. So I asked her for her support to give me the name of the Mastologist who had treated her breast and I started doing the exams again, this time I got help to do the mammography.
The Doctor told me that a biopsy of the tumor sample had to be done, which costs 100 dollars and that they would surely have to give me chemotherapies to reduce the size of the tumor and that there could even be surgery to remove what was left. All this implies expenses for exams, medicines and although I will surely have surgery in a hospital, I will have to buy medical supplies.
So my priority concern is my health, but it hurts me to do what I do to my Hive page because I know that I take away the strength that I had achieved during these 6 years. I just hope that when this is over and it's in my favor, I can continue with the platform and I can manage to move it forward.
All images are my property, taken with my Samsung A12 phone.
Traduccion al Español:
ESTOY TRISTE POR LA DECISION QUE HE TENIDO QUE TOMAR.
Hace ya casi 6 años que conocí esta hermosa plataforma y llego en el justo momento que buscaba algo que hacer para generar dinero, pero no solo conseguí eso, también encontré unas comunidades que me hicieron sentir útil, me valoraron y no se fijaron ni en mi edad, ni en mi religión, ni me juzgaron por nada.
Tengo muchos amigos, los cuales no conozco personalmente pero aun así me han brindado el cariño y su amistad sin condición. He llorado por todos los que han abandonado la plataforma alegando que no tienen tiempo para dedicárselo a escribir una publicación por día.
Lo increíble es que me ha tocado tener que hacer un apagado a mi página y eso me duele muchísimo porque se lo que eso significa y el alcance que este apagado tiene en lo que yo considero mi trabajo.
Pero muchas veces nos toca tomar decisiones que no nos gusta tomar y en este caso se trata de mi salud. Hace un año me palpe un pequeño bulto en mi seno izquierdo y enseguida busque a verme con un medico Oncólogo que me recomendaron, no sabía que existía la especialidad de Mastología, pero como todo lo que uno se consigue extraño en las mamas siempre lo relacionamos con Cáncer entonces yo acudí al Oncólogo.
Me hice un ecograma de mamas arrojando una visión de una masa que aparecía en las imágenes, luego me recomendaron hacerme una mamografía, la cual no me hice por no tener 25 dólares que costaba el año pasado. Luego de eso mi hijo me dijo que me fuera a Colombia para que me trataran por allá, cosa que no pude hacer durante el año que estuve allá, así que tome la decisión de regresarme a mi país.
Mi vecino tenia la experiencia de haber ayudado a su mama quien había sido diagnosticada con cáncer de mama, ya la operaron y esta solo en controles. Así que le pedí el apoyo para que me diera el nombre del Mastólogo que había tratado a su mama y comencé a hacerme de nuevo los exámenes esta vez conseguí ayuda para hacerme la mamografía.
El Doctor me dijo que había que hacerle una biopsia a la muestra del tumor que tiene un costo de 100 dolares y que seguramente tendrían que hacerme quimioterapias para reducir el tamaño del tumor y que hasta podría haber una cirugía para extirpar lo que quedara. Todo eso implica gastos de exámenes, medicamentos y aunque seguramente me opere en un hospital tendré que comprar los insumos médicos.
Entonces mi preocupación prioritaria es mi salud, pero me duele hacer lo que le hago a mi pagina de Hive porque yo se que le quito la fuerza que había alcanzado tener durante estos 6 años. Solo espero que cuando esto termine y sea a mi favor pueda continuar con la plataforma y pueda lograr sacarla adelante.
Todas las imagenes son de mi propiedad tomadas con mi telefono Samsung A12
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Too bad. Please, be assured that the God of heaven will see you through. The battle will turn to history one day. Am expecting to see you bounce back to normal.
I wish I have the financial ability to help. Please be courageous and strong. It will soon be over. Healthy life in advance.
Thank you friend @marajah for your good wishes and nice words. I believe in God and I believe that He will get me out of all this soon.
That's my wish to you. Do not be afraid. It's not cancer yet.
Saludos querida @isabelpena,lamemtamos qué estes pasando por esta situación tan complicada, esperamos de todo corazón que las cosas salgan bien y que sea Dios quien se encargue de mover los asuntos. Muchos abrazos desde la distancia, y esperamos poder volver a leerte antes de lo que piensas 🤗.
Muchas gracias por tus palabras y apoyo, estoy muy confiada en Dios que todo sale bien. Cariños.
I pray you find the strength to go on if it fails you. I pray for speedy recovery and may God provide for you🙏
Thanks for your prayers friend. I trust in God that everything will be fine. Thanks for stopping by my blog.
Amen.
You're welcome
It a pity you have to face such challenging situation,in this life you don't always get what you desire because all of us including you want to have good health.but unforseen circumstances make it impossible, just take heart it gonna be ok.
A friend of mine once told me that anytime you are facing a challenging situation that all you need do is to tap your chest and ALL IS WELL. you'll be back soon
Amen, in the name of God it will be so. I'll be back soon with good news. Thank you all for your good wishes.
That's our prayer long life and good health
You are a strong woman. Never forget that. I wish we could do way more than just commenting and voting this post. It's a good you have a neighbor with experience. Stay strong, you'll get through this.