Para ponerlos más en contexto, como saben soy egresada de UNEARTE, cómo licenciada en Artes Plásticas, mención Artes Gráficas, Pero aún estoy en 4to año de la carrera de Idiomas Modernos de la UCV y han pasado muchos años desde que comencé a estudiar esa carrera, Pero por circunstancias de la vida no he logrado culminarla. Entonces, para mí que siempre le he dado peso y valor a lo académico, no haber culminado esa carrera es la muerte. Y es que se han atravesado muchos obstáculos y sencillamente, solo quiero tener paz mental. Aunque pudiera decir que poco a poco he logrado ciertas cosas para que tal vez más adelante pueda finalmente llegar a la meta.
Y así fue que mientras estaba en los preparativos para entrar en sala donde estaba el podium, veía a los invitados de los estudiantes pasar y solo lo que hacía era fantasear acerca del momento en el que tal vez pasara eso en mi vida junto con mi hija, su papá y mis padres. Cómo deseo que eso se cumpla en un futuro no tan lejano... Sentir que por fin cumplí conmigo misma. Cumplí con mi madre que tanto me ha apoyado, que cumplí con mi hija.
Solo le pido a Dios que me dé todas las herramientas y la tranquilidad para poder llegar a ese momento y que mi hija se sienta muy orgullosa de mi, mi madre. Deseo tanto que mis padres vean ese momento...
En fin, se me salían las lágrimas... y en el fondo de mi corazón sentía tristeza por no haberlo logrado aún. Y me preguntaba ¿por qué me ha costado tanto, Dios? Acaso no soy lo suficientemente inteligente para terminar una carrera en la Universidad Central de Venezuela?
Y un pensamiento se me pasa por la mente casi siempre: "Dios mío, ayúdame por favor".
Soy una persona tan sensible y me han herido tanto, que alcanzar una meta como esta algún día sería lo más bello que tendría como profesional.
Y en cuanto a mi evento como docente, todo fue excepcional, todo fue maravilloso, me sentí muy agradada, me sentí maravillada. Y doy gracias a Dios por una experiencia tan bonita como esa.
Gracias.
Todas las fotos son tomadas por mi.
Last week I had the opportunity to attend as a guest teacher to a language graduation ceremony on behalf of the university institute where I work. It was something new, it was the first time I was invited to such an event as a professional. What I didn't imagine was that it would touch my soul...
To put You more in context, as you know I am a graduate of UNEARTE, as a graduate in Fine Arts, mention Graphic Arts, but I'm still in 4th year of the career of Modern Languages of the UCV and many years have passed since I started studying that career, but by circumstances of life I have not managed to finish it. So, for me, who has always given weight and value to academics, not having finished that career is death. I have gone through many obstacles and I simply want to have peace of mind. Although I could say that little by little I have achieved certain things so that maybe later I can finally reach the goal.
And so it was that while I was preparing to enter the room where the podium was, I watched the guests of the students pass by and all I did was fantasize about the moment when maybe that would happen in my life together with my daughter, her dad and my parents. How I long for that to come true in the not so distant future..... To feel that I finally fulfilled myself. I fulfilled my mother who has supported me so much, that I fulfilled my daughter.
I only ask God to give me all the tools and peace of mind to be able to reach that moment and make my daughter feel very proud of me, my mother. I want so much for my parents to see that moment...
Finally, tears came to my eyes... and in the bottom of my heart I felt sad that I had not achieved it yet. And I asked myself why did it cost me so much, God? Am I not smart enough to finish a degree at the Central University of Venezuela?
And one thought crosses my mind almost every time: "My God, please help me".
I am such a sensitive person and I have been hurt so much, that reaching a goal like this one day would be the most beautiful thing I would have as a professional.
And as for my event as a teacher, everything was exceptional, everything was wonderful, I felt very pleased, I felt amazed. And I thank God for such a beautiful experience like that.
Thank you.
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