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in Silver Bloggers2 years ago

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True Story

I wrote a poem, to girl I thought I loved
I called it ‘Diana’ because of the moon.
It was all about the river being so
Dark and cool, and holding the
Secret of my love. Truth be told
I loved the river, and was infatuated
With her, though her name was
Diana too.

Isn’t it odd, what our emotions will do,
Making us do absurd things in pursuit
Of unrealistic goals? That girl was
Playing me; she was involved
With someone she married not
Too long afterwards, but I was
Devastated.
For a while. I wrote the poem, in
Remembrance of that pain, that angst.

Emotions can control you, they can
Bring you great pain, and/or great
Joy; what a dichotomy! I’m glad
I don’t drink any more, I’d rather
Have a “Frontal Lobotomy”
Than a “Bottle in front of me”

by
Jerry E Smith
©11/1/15

Diana

The river, so dark and cool

Holds the secret of my love,
As the River flows,
So, my life, to the end,
And as my life, so my love,
Continuous...

As the moon filters through the leaves,
Dappling the leafy floor,
No one is there to see.
My love falls Blindly on your ears

Surprised, you flee...
As a deer in the woods,
Frightened...

I am left alone in the cool,
Damp darkness

"The Moon"

(Dianna)
by
Jerry E Smith
Written about 1978

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Owners Manual

The heart,
Both the physical and emotional,
Is a very Fragile thing.
One casual word, innocently spoken,
But mistakenly understood,
Can open deep and
Enduring wounds in our emotional hearts,
Yet
Forgiveness goes a long way in repairing that
Damage.
Not so the physical heart, it is not
So easily repaired.
This is why it is so very
Important to guard your words, and also
Your health.
What you eat, including
What ideas you take in, can be greatly
Helpful, or harmful.

As for me, I trust
That little voice inside that speaks
To me where no one else hears.

I ‘know’ when I shouldn’t do,
Say, eat or take something.
It is up to me to listen, do
The right thing… or not.

Our
“Owner’s Manual”
Is built in; if we will
Just follow the
Directions.

“Owner’s Manual”

by
Jerry E Smith
©11/26/16
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Sunset of Broken Dreams

There are days when the sun seems to set on nothing but
Broken Dreams.
There should always be hope,
Always knowing that if the sunsets, it will
Surely Also Rise, and
It will rise on new dreams, new horizons and
New hopes.
Things may seem bleak right now,
But
Things never Remain the same.
Just hang on,
Things WILL get better,
Sometime,
Somehow if we only have
Faith and Patience.

"Sunset of Broken Dreams"

by
Jerry E Smith
©6/25/15
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Happy and sad mementoes but beautiful prose and wise wisdom spoken @jerrytsuseer!
The sun will always rise and a better day will appear, we need to remember that!
Silver-Blond Lizzie

 2 years ago  

Hi @Silver-blondLizzie, I do try to remember that, but I often fall short of that mark.
Thank you @hive-106316

 2 years ago  

These are all very moving but the lines that stood out the most to me were

Our “Owner’s Manual”
Is built in; if we will
Just follow the
Directions.

1978!!! I had my heart broken more then once that year, and broke a couple myself. Hormones!!!

 2 years ago  

G'morning @owasco, I hope you are well.
So did you learn any lessons?
Lessons that might keep
You from repeating
Those mistakes?

 2 years ago  

Yeah, here are a few:

the older I get, the harder it gets to break someone's heart.
the older I get, the less hormones determine my actions.
the older I get, the easier it is to be happy all on my own.

There are a few fellows I wish I hadn't hurt. I am astonished at how callous I could be back then!!! Horrible. I wonder if Diana feels the same way about you. She sure sounds like a screwed up person though, so maybe not. I would not have done what she did.

 2 years ago  

You're sweet my friend.
That night when I had had just a bit to drink, and decided to call her and express my feelings (in Vino Veritas, right?), of all the times to do that, it was during her BRIDAL shower, which of course I had NO IDEA, and she acted like she had no idea I was so attracted to her 😢

 2 years ago  

oy. I wonder if she is still married? Probably not. She had to have been quite young then.

 2 years ago  

I dunno, I heard that Gleaton (his surname, we all basically called each other by our last names or nicknames) was still kicking, but that has been a few.
That whole episode, me and her, was in like 1977, so....👴


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