I sit here shaking my head, Nicky. This really hit me hard. You have alluded to it previously but knowing a bit more now of what you have had to endure, breaks my heart. Truly, my lovely. It breaks my heart 💔 You have had to make the most difficult choices because... you're a mom, you're a daughter, you're a lover... you're a woman... and you care, feel and love deeply in all the right ways... and because... of the ineptitude, gross negligence and blatant abhorrent and unethical behaviour of others. It's beyond comprehension that one human being could do this to another. It beggars belief. If there is any saving grace it is the YOU that has emerged from all of this. And I pray my darling that one-day true happiness will again come marching through your front door and sweep you up in its arms. I absolutely love reading your pieces. Your blog is one of the most heartfelt, sincere, and connective I have come across. You are beautiful and courageous. Keep fighting the good fight... the truth is out... not being acknowledged by everyone doesn't stop it from being true... I hope your man is able to live his life in relative peace now, and that in time, you will find the ultimate peace yourself. Big loves... !LUV !ALIVE !PIZZA