This is not a book reviewing
Yesterday, I could have done my mission which was to finish reading book after I left it in the silence place for long period of time
Around the end of 2017, I bought an English romantic novel named
“After You” The reason I decided to buy the actual book was because I watched the movie “ Me Before You”, the romantic drama film premiered in 2016 and this is the sequel to it. Another reason was the need to improve my practicing English skills. At times, I had read for few chapters and then I lost my interest to read it back so I left it somewhere invisible. Even in 2018, I had propelled myself intensely to read it, but with just a couple chapters I could do it. Lastly, seemed I abandoned my intention twice, paused at chapter 10
I wanted to go back to my previous event and ask myself “ Why did you buy it but not put your attemption with it ?” or “ Did you have any boundaries to block you against unexpected setbacks ?” I dared say it just questions. I never give ideal answers at that time until I am starting seriously to assess progress along my development tracks, so to recall unaccomplished stuff in the past had already popped-up. The year of 2021 is the best.
For me, the recent year, year of trauma situation, the face of difficulty and some degree of social exhaustion which leading causes by the Pandemic.
Most people have been trying to put themself on the path to feeling better and finding new productive ones to maintain a prospective well-being in difficult time. Ideally for me I had set something towards my accomplish was to finish reading the rest of chapters of “After You” within this year. I had another 19 chapters left to read
I started resuming reading chapter 11 in May or June, and kept reading gradually. Not necessary to read as much as it could, no need daily reading because I could not brace myself to take this discipline into emotional exhaustion. First trial plan was just 1 chapter per week. So this time went really well. I did not take procrastination as the previous, I could guess that probably from my critical thinking had grown at a faster pace and habit changed. There was a time I had read 4 chapters within 2 hours, I could feel nonstop reading moment. This satisfied me and became a certain accomplishment that it could be tempting to read without getting involved with social media on the phone.
Finally, on the 25 Sep 2021, I could have finished reading “After You” for all 30 chapters. A tiny accomplishment I could make. I could keep the promise not to procrastinate anymore and at least, I would not waste my money to buy this book.
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