Circle Of The Past

in Wheels of Life7 months ago (edited)

When someone is not good at sharing his or her feelings through words and the person is so close to your heart then how do you realize that he or she is not in good shape, physically or mentally? Sometimes it happens, your dearest characters try to escape their issues and act like nothing to be actually occurred, you feel something is an issue there as you know the character so deeply. Maybe the character does not feel too Comfy to share with you, and wondering about you take an extra burden on your brain.

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Well, the conception of that thing is not truly acceptable until you have detected the issue behind her upset, it puts an extra burden on your brain other than that, to be honest. You guess multiple things at a time, though it's a pretty tough task to find the exact issue. Eyes convey most of the things which you try so hard to hide. On that note, I feel myself a bit lucky that I can read the eyes of one who is very fond of me.

Even when I notice my mom is quieter than on a normal day, I feel very discomfort to know the exact reason for it. I have a pretty wholesome bond with my relatives more or less, especially I would like to mention one who is very fond of mine and me same to her I guess. She is one of my maternal Aunty, her age is around 55 years and yes, she is the most senior Aunty from my maternal side. From my childhood days, she cared for me like his child, whenever I visited her house on any vacation with my family she took extra care of me and I hardly remember she did give me anything which I urged anything even my mom sometimes got annoyed listening to my multiple urges for different things at different times.

As I've grown up now, still her affection for me has no change, to be honest. I know a lot of secret stories from her mouth even her daughters don't know that much. She had a very toxic life which I have noticed Since my childhood days. Yes, I was a kid at that time, she was a primary headmaster, but her husband was not great while helping her or making any role to play her life easier.

When I was in ninth standard, I saw she struggled a lot with her husband as her husband's both of his kidneys got damaged, he had to dialysis twice a week and day by day the situation was getting poorer. After teaching a whole day at school she had to come back home with a tired body but not a tired mind, she had to manage family stuff and after that, she had to move to a hospital for the treatment of her husband. He did not get a long life but her approach was not neglectable.

It's about a week back, I got a statement from her which was not pleasing. One of her daughter was Dengue Positive and her physical condition was not pleasing condition. At the fourth day after the fever she was consistently vomiting and it was not to be stopped. At late night, she had to immediately transform her daughter to a nearby hospital. The next morning, the doctor of that hospital transferred her to the capital for better treatment.

She had a rare negative blood group and the doctor informed us to manage two bags of A negative. She got very nervous for a while, luckily it was managed. Yes, her physical condition is gradually going in good shape but she is not out of danger yet. During that time, all of a sudden my eyes fell on her eyes and I found the same effect on her face while she had been struggling with her husband.