It can be difficult to follow God during our most difficult times, especially when His ways are not the way we see things. My mother chose my father, as I chose my husband as my daughter is choosing her best friend/someday husband. It comes full circle without us realizing it, not appreciating it any more than our own mothers did.

Nat will always be your heart and I have noticed that the older we get, the more that becomes true once again.

Having faith in difficult times can allow you to find peace in God's presence. Many blessings to you.