I've really found the reflection community you created is good for getting some of those thoughts out. At least the ones I feel comfortable sharing. The other ones it's probably best to keep those in a private journal. I was actually just going through one of those occasional instances where I dread having to write something tomorrow on hive. Then I reminded myself I do it as much for myself as I do for my followers.
I am so glad!
I know it is hard at times and not everything goes in there of course, but it is also part of the process. In the background of writing, there is a lot more thought that happens in the head and never gets typed out.