Actually I remember just after mum died a few year ago and I was having a really hard time trying to get my shit together regardless of how hard I tried and someone said to me every day, look up and say to your self, I am love and light and I do deserve and I think that's what looking up to the clouds makes me feel in an subconcious way as I look up and marvel at them- at the majesty, beauty, intrigue of them and appreciate all that magnificence and it makes me feel better...