During my work with God, I have found that God used suffering to show me there is actually something that he needs to remove from me but I kept holding on to it.
When I went through struggles I realized wow this is really not a good thing to have. I really need to work on being patient with people I really need to be kind because I will close doors that God wants to open for me if I don't learn how to suffer well in these areas.
When the things that I'm praying for come to me and I can't manage them right because I haven't actually healed or I haven't actually been kind, or I actually haven't dealt with this trauma from my childhood or I haven't actually learned how to be gentle with myself, or with other people and I end up crushing myself and I'm and I'll blame it on God right.
Count how many times have we have been in relationships and friendships with people and did things and we literally gave our piece up like we talking to them we know they talk about people behind their back but just because they are a friend we think they are not going to do the same with us. let us be real you are getting talked about too also.
Keep Trusting In God.
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