Whatever mistake that you have done, it can be forgiven by God.
The Lord reminded me of Paul, how he persecuted the church. He persecuted God's people, but he was forgiven of that. Not only was he forgiven, but he was used mightily by God.
Peter denied Jesus three times, but God still used Peter. He still loved Peter. Your sins can be forgiven by God. When you ask God to forgive you, there has to be a true repentance in your heart. Stop condemning yourself and just repent.
Ask God to help you to turn away from those things that you keep falling short in. This is the reason why the Lord died, so that you would be free from every burden, every stronghold. Because he wants you to know that he loves you. And that his love for you will never change. So don't allow the enemy to tell you any different.
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