I found something intriguing and I couldn't resist the urge to talk to you after that time.
Living in the moment wasn't enough for me if you ask.
I wanted to keep talking to you now and then if not everyday.
I wanted to behold your face once more.
I couldn't stand the chance but I tried either way.
And like imagined, you were worth the shot.
I gave it my best cause I truly needed something from you, something I wasn't sure of.
A lifetime friendship? Or a met-by-chance friend.
I can't say, I only wanted you to stay.

In my ignorance and absent-mindedness, I caused you some trouble.
I hurt you a few times too trying to make it right.
I am sorry for the few times I've messed up your sanity
For the times, you couldn't say what went wrong.
For the times you couldn't tell what I did to you.
For the times, I couldn't give an answer either.
For the moment I left lingering questions in your heart.
I am sorry for the time I thought I was just being crazy and wild.
For the times I toiled with your emotions.
There wouldn't be a us, but I never regret the moments I looked at you and profess that yes I love this one.

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             29 October 2022
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