Idon't know about all that really, it's for others to perceive me as they see fit, but what I know for sure is that I love my garden and the time I spend in it. I am not the most knowledgeable gardener although I do a reasonable job at it and it repays me in kind, over and over. I love making things grow and whether I find success or failure, the enjoyment abounds. Afterall, I made those lavender flowers you're looking at above grow, so I can't be all that bad at it right?

I use to say that, is not all we do in this world that we will it. Since happiness is a choice. You make yourself happy in what you doing. Your flowers are so beautiful. I love it. No wonder you who make them grow find more happiness in doing it because you saw them grow from the start.