I never know I will see him again 😭😩

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I welcome you ladies to my blog this morning. It is exactly 12:15 am Nigeria time. It was a mix feeling through out the day. I felt weak and tired, unable to do anything. So is true that love never die or give up.

In my own case I never imaging myself falling in love again because of painful experience. I have decided to let go every thing call love of feeling of love. But something happened few days ago. I saw someone whom I had made part of my life at my early 20,s.

Then He visits me as if my house was at his backyard. Even though it was a journey of 8 hours. Power of love. A time came when he told my parents his intentions which I was so happy that we can now be together. To my greatest surprise, my parents said no and mean no. I tried to help them see things with me but they refused to accept him in our family.

It was a moment of cry, pain for me and him then. We know we love ourselves so much but couldn't help. He told me that he will give them time, maybe, they will change their mind. I was so happy to hear that from him and we continue to grow our love. Within that same year, He got a job that took him a little away from me but communication was still open. In 1996, we lost contact, He moved from their state to another state for a missionary work. We didn't see again till 2003 when I went for a tour at Edo state.

I saw him but couldn't touch it feel him. I did all I can that day until he saw me. He was surprised to see me and was so happy that we saw each other again. He was called to get something and we did not see again. One day, I recieved a Facebook notification of friend request and gaze what, it was him. I was so happy to see his face again on Facebook but he is not an active Facebook user.

This year mark it 10 years I saw him last at Edo state. I didn't know I will see him again. It was an exciting moment. His wife said to him honey, I have not seen this kind of joy on your face for a long time even on our wedding day. Can you please tell me what the secret is. She was happy to see me she said, her husband had told her about me. But she never know too, that she will one day see me I was not permitted to share their pictures online. I would have share those happy moments here.

We have seen, talk and everyone went back. Mixed feelings started. Hope am normal ladies 😆. Have you experienced a situation like this, or someone close to you?, How did the you or that person overcome this mixed feelings?. Although I was happy to him with his lovely wife, there is that sharp pain that came and disappeared. My mind can't go out, my love for him is just before me. I even asked, why did you show up?

Conclusion

What a beautiful world that brings back what you think you will not see again for you to see. What a wonderful world that has both love, hatred, joy and sadness at any time. What a mixed feelings!