I Am #AliveAndThriving Today! || #IAmAliveChallenge || Daily Off-Grid Jungle Journal Entry: Day #609 - A Self-Intervention, and Teaching a Class Tomorrow Morning - GaiaYoga Gardens, Lower Puna, Far East Big Island, Hawai'i - Thursday, March 28, 2024

I live naked and barefooted, very close to Earth and Nature, in an 18-acre, off-grid, clothing-optional, food-forest intentional community (GaiaYoga Gardens), way out in the jungles of Lower Puna, far East Big Island, Hawai'i, and I have for more than 5 years now. Although there are many challenges, I love my life, and I'm immensely grateful to live where and how I do, on my own terms! I would not want to live any other way! 😁🙏💚⚡💥🔥✴️✳️❇️👣🌱✨🤙

Warm greetings all! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

This is the first time in a long while that I'm writing one of these posts at night, but due to a schedule change, that's exactly what I'm doing! I was supposed to teach my Whole Natural Sovereign Divine Humanity class tomorrow in the Immersion at 3PM, but due to multiple things that make it better for me to do it in the morning instead, I'm writing this post this evening as opposed to tomorrow morning. The class was scheduled to be at 9AM, but to help accommodate my needs, I'll be teaching it at 10AM instead, which is definitely better.

Over the past few days, I've been feeling myself beginning to descend into a downward spiral again, so today I took action and did something of an intervention on myself, to halt this descent in its tracks. I had the intuition to work with ganja, one of the entheogens that has assisted me in healing myself over the course of time. I smoked some mixed with some organic tobacco. Pretty much as soon as I could feel it in my body, I had the strong desire to move, stretch, and dance, so I put on Shakira's Ojos Así in loop again, and I did what I would call some yogic-tantrik energy dance work on myself, over the course of about an hour. It felt so good, and man was it powerful!

As I moved and danced, I asked myself the question, 'Why don't I allow my authentic brillance to shine fully?'. The answer that I received was that I had a belief that 'I'm not good enough any more'. That hit me like a ton of bricks, buckling my legs a little. I kept stretching, moving, and dancing, as I let that percolate within me for a while.

After my yogic-tantrik energy dance work, I worked on the outline for my class tomorrow, fleshing it out quite a bit more than I expected. I still want to go over it again, to trim out anything not absolutely necessary, and to make it more engaging for the people in the class. I very much hope that it goes well.

While I was still up at the Flow House in the early afternoon (before my self-intervention), Bryan and Sara came up to say 'good bye' to me before leaving for North Dakota until October or November. I'm really going to miss them, and Sara's adorable boxer doggie, Rocky. After I left the Flow House a little before 2PM, I strained out two batches of kefir for my kefir-honey-cinnamon-cacao blend, because someone had requested a jar, so I needed extra. Once I had the kefir done, that's when I went back to the Flow House for my yogic-tantrik energy dance work session. Once I felt complete with that, I decided to finally move a tree, a young variegated hala, that I had planted in its former location a few weeks ago, but realized later that it was not a good spot. That whole process took me maybe an hour, and it felt great to finally get my young hala tree planted in a better location.

Once the tree was moved successfully, I put away the tools, took a shower, made food for myself, then I headed back to the Flow House to dive into my Hive tasks and catching up on notifications. Because I was thankfully able to do a good bit of catching up in the afternoon, I didn't have very much left to go, so I finished, and was totally caught up, by about 8:30PM, which is when I began writing this post.

It's now just a little before 10:15PM, so a good tine to end this post so that I can wrap up everything on Hive and go to bed. I plan to work on my class outline as soon a I wake up tomorrow morning, after a round of token management, so I want to get to bed as early as I can. I deeply appreciate you all so very much! Until the day after tomorrow (since I wrote this tonight for tomorrow)! Forward, onward, and upward, joyfully together! 😁 🙏 💚 ✨ 🤙

2024 Life Goals

1.) Heal my broken heart, reignite my heart sun, and embody a solid, healthy masculine, allowing my electric fire to shine bright, no matter what others, especially women, say or do. 

2.) Bring myself and my life back into balance, integration, and wholeness. 

3.) Do regular (naked) integral practices again, alone or with others. 

4.) Dance regularly again.

5.) Work with natural entheogens (mushrooms, ganja, ayahuasca), with punctuated regularity, as a part of my healing process again. 

 6.) Get, and keep, regular deep, integral energy-body-tantric work healing sessions for women flowing again.

7.) Prepare regular batches of my medicinal teas collected from the land again. 

8.) Make my plant nursery beautiful again.

9.) Live as an integral part of a juicy heart-resonant soul tribe community, with deep, coherent mutual and shared passion, purpose, mission, love, warmth care, sweetness, reverence, respect, aliveness, admiration, excitement, enjoyment, playfulness, work, fun, laughter, attraction, and all-level connections and relationships. 

10.) Make love with the woman, or the women, that I love, every day, as a sacred devotional practice. 

11.) Begin learning relevant coding/programming languages to more fully contribute to the sovereignty-driven technologies where I am active, like Arch Linux, Hive, Qortal, DeSo, and Bastyon. 

All photos were taken with my Motorola G Play 2024 Android Phone.

Thank you all so much who have helped me get to where I am today, and allowing me to share more of the beauty and magic from my life and my world with you, and for your continuous appreciation and support! I am truly deeply grateful! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

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