I Am #AliveAndThriving Today! || #IAmAliveChallenge || Daily Off-Grid Jungle Journal Entry: Day #797 - Shining Our Light in the Midst of the Darkness - GaiaYoga Gardens, Lower Puna, Far East Big Island, Hawai'i - Wednesday, October 2, 2024

I live naked and barefooted, very close to Earth and Nature, in an 18-acre, off-grid, clothing-optional, food-forest intentional community (GaiaYoga Gardens), way out in the jungles of Lower Puna, far East Big Island, Hawai'i, and I have for more than 5 years now. Although there are many challenges, I love my life, and I'm immensely grateful to live where and how I do, on my own terms! I would not want to live any other way! 😁🙏💚⚡💥🔥✴️✳️❇️👣🌱✨🤙

Warm greetings all! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

As the satanic slave matrix collapses before our eyes, and at an ever-accelerated pace, the darkness that is at its core is becoming increasingly and self-evidently visible, for all to see. The extent of this darkeness, and yes, evil, is truly beyond human comprehension. Even though I have been aware of it for many years now, I am still left shocked to my core constantly by the horrific details of it, as they continue to come to light. It hurts my heart and soul, and I must say that keeping my own mental and emotional state in a good and positive place in the midst of it all is really quite difficult, and yet I know that that is exactly what is essential in these times of apocalypse (Greek, meaning great unveiling) and revelation. All that was hidden will be be known to all.

Keeping our own vibrational frequency as high as we possibly are able is what will allow us to traverse what is rapidly unfolding in a more easeful way, and to be a beacon for others, so that they themselves may also move through what's coming successfully. We can, and must, be lights in the darkness, for ourselves, and everyone around us.

It is exceedingly important to look beyond the crumbling echo chamber, to inform and educate ourselves, while at the same time not allowing the darkness of what we learn to consume us, and pull us down. With love, compassion, and understanding we must observe without absorbing, so that we can maintain our own inner coherence. Doing so makes it possible for us to face this darkness, and to stand up for what is good and right.

I utter these words as much for myself as for anyone who may be reading them. I am a very caring and sensitive individual, and what I have learned haunts and torments me very deeply, both because of the suffering of others, and because I want more than anything to help heal and make things better. That's why I am here. What's coming won't be easy for any of us, but I know absolutely that we can and will move through it, and that when we do, life and the world that we know will never be the same, and in the most breathtakingly exquisite way possible. It's always darkest before the dawn, remember that.

Meditation, prayer, integral practices, spending time with our feet on earth (no shoes) in nature, doing things that bring us joy, cleaning and nourishing our bodies, spending time with people that uplift us, among many other beneficial and positive focuses for our attention, are incredibly important at this time, to help us get ourselves into the highest vibrational place possible, and to stay there, no matter what happens. We must embody the power, peace, clarity, and yes, even the ferocity of Love. Love is the only true way to surmount the immense challenges now before us. Only the light of Love can dispell the darkness.

Yesterday, Wednesday, was a very challenging day for me here in this jungle community, but I did my best, and toward the end of the day things improved and smoothed out a bit more. There is a lot of darkness to face even here, but I will not run away (not that I have another place to go even if I wanted to do so). I must face things here and now, where I am. After leaving the Flow House, once I had finished up my Hive tasks, I strained and blended kefir (kefir-honey-cinnamon-cacao), and took a round of photos for these posts, and for my entry in the Shadow Hunters Contest. I was so frazzled that I did not have the motivation to do more community or land work, other than milking the cow in the morning with Lizzie. In the early evening I returned to the Flow House to write and publish My Entry for Shadow Hunters Community Contest/Show Me a Shadow: Round 341 - Bele Shadows, and then I started, then paused, my Hive tasks, and catching up on my notifications, to attend a small gathering, to share our prayers for our community, and for humanity (mine encompassed both), in these exceedingly challenging times. Toward the end, things didn't go so well, as Soozi expressed her feelings regarding certain core people in the community. I stayed to support, and then I finally returned to the Flow House, to get to my Hive notifications. I got through them all by about 11PM, then I spent another two hours on X, keeping track of several very concerning events presently transpiring, before making myself go to bed at 1AM. I woke up around 7:30AM, still feeling like I needed more sleep, doing a round of token management, starting on this post, then getting out of bed to go make my superfood fire coffee. It's now just before 11:15AM, so a very good time to end this post, so that I can get to a few important Hive tasks, before leaving the Flow House later in the afternoon (or going to town with Zai and Lizzie - I haven't decided yet), to focus first on taking more photos for these posts, and for my entry in the Reflection Hunters Contest, and then community/land work. I deeply appreciate y'all so very much! Until my entry for the Reflection Hunters Contest later today (hopefully), and the next iteration of this post tomorrow! Always forward, onward, upward, and whaleward, ho, together we go! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

2024 Life Goals

1.) Heal my broken heart, reignite my heart sun, and embody a solid, healthy masculine, allowing my electric fire to shine bright, no matter what others, especially women, say or do. 

2.) Bring myself and my life back into balance, integration, and wholeness. 

3.) Do regular (naked) integral practices again, alone or with others. 

4.) Dance regularly again.

5.) Work with natural entheogens (mushrooms, ganja, ayahuasca), with punctuated regularity, as a part of my healing process again. 

 6.) Get, and keep, regular deep, integral energy-body-tantric work healing sessions for women flowing again.

7.) Prepare regular batches of my medicinal teas collected from the land again. 

8.) Make my plant nursery beautiful again.

9.) Live as an integral part of a juicy heart-resonant soul tribe community, with deep, coherent mutual and shared passion, purpose, mission, love, warmth, care, sweetness, reverence, respect, aliveness, admiration, excitement, enjoyment, playfulness, work, fun, laughter, attraction, and all-level connections and relationships. 

10.) Make love with the woman, or the women, that I love, every day, as a sacred devotional practice. 

11.) Begin learning relevant coding/programming languages to more fully contribute to the sovereignty-driven technologies where I am active, like Arch Linux, Hive, Qortal, DeSo, and Bastyon. 

All photos were taken with my Motorola G Play 2024 Android Phone.

Thank you all so much who have helped me get to where I am today, and allowing me to share more of the beauty and magic from my life and my world with you, and for your continuous appreciation and support! I am truly deeply grateful! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

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