When your patterns starts to show you just need a little walk at the bay.

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Hello fellow Hivers! It's been a while since I posted a blog today I will share to you my little journey how I fought the beast inside of my unstable state of mind help me find a way to fight my fears and conquer them.

So you see the reason why it took a long time for me to do another blog is that my mind was playing tricks with me again. It's been a few months since I was struggling to find a new job that would support me and the people I love. for all those days I was hiding from my hideous insecurities that made me detached myself from the world for a while. I guess putting too much pressure on your really do have a bad effect thats why I layed lower for a while but it the end it did not make a good impact because it only feed the boredom and anxiety in my mind.

One wednesday morning my partner invited me to go to the nearby bay to get some fresh air to cool off my mind. We stumbled upon a morning "Taho" vendor. I remember when I was a kid my grandpa used to buy me one if I am sad luckily I manage to listen to my partner and I had a good reminisce of the past. So we both purchase two costs twenty pesos each it was refreshing.

Taho is a Filipino delicacy made of silken tofu, sago pearls, and brown sugar syrup. It's a delicious vegan soy dessert traditionally enjoyed for breakfast or any time you need a quick boost of energy.
Source: Kawalingpinoy.com

Later on after a few moment of walking while sipping a freshly made Taho we arrived at the location on the bay. It was early so many people go here to exercise, have breakfast, and commonly to have a cup of brewed coffee. We then find ourselves a spot to settle and talk about life. I always love how my partner handle me when I am not in luck or having a rush of anxiety because she know how to calm me down, it is like I feel like I am the most luckiest guy in the world to have her as my support both physically and emotionally.

We then ordered a bowl of warm rice porridge and pancit it was delicious. While we have a good time looking at the ocean I was wondering why did she bring me here. She told me that sometimes life is not giving us a lot of favor and sometime in life we just need to take a little walk and enjoy the moment forgetting about all the problems of the world. I was touch by her words it was very inspiring I thanked her for that and gave her a big smile. At that moment I felt a large relief flow down my vein thinking everything will be alright.

The time after I heard and had a good time with her gave me hope and in return I made myself stronger by praying to God. I always kept myself calm to every situation and give every opportunity my best shot.

Few days later, I recieved an email form a company called TalkStation where they are currently hiring for new online teachers that will help Koreans learn English. I know in me I have the passion to teach people who need help learning new things. Out of all the working experience I had for the past 5 years and God let me try this professional again so I said to myself that I will do my best since this is his plan. I am grateful with the company for hiring me on the spot hoping to have a good career with them in a long run.

Always put your mind in the right path, learn to pray and never give up in the end you will be rewarded double to what you prayed for. See you again next time fellow hivers! Little Giant out!