Always decisive

By the grace of Allah, today’s morning has begun as a new day of mercy. On this winter morning, I feel reluctant to leave the warm embrace of the blanket, but I have responsibilities and work that cannot be ignored. Shedding the warmth of the blanket and the chill of the morning, I finally got up, refreshed and dressed, and stepped out for a walk. Outside, the foggy atmosphere and the sight of trees felt pleasant. As I walked along the road, I pondered about the pace of life; I couldn’t understand anything and nothing felt good, becoming increasingly distracted day by day.

I prefer light foods after getting up because I don't feel good eating heavy meals in the morning. In the morning, after waking up, I send my son to madrasa for Arabic education. Therefore, I let him have some light snacks after getting out of bed. I made Horlicks for Rihan in the morning. Rihan had never been given Horlicks as an extra food before; I started giving him this drink a while ago since Horlicks has many nutritional benefits, which play an important role in children's development. Along with that, I gave him two biscuits. After he had his light breakfast in the morning, I sent him off to madrasa. Since Rihan is a child in a growing age, I always try to provide him with nutritious food.

So, after finishing breakfast, I have seated my son to study. Now I am sitting with my son for Arabic education, and I have my younger sister sitting with me since, as a Muslim, it is obligatory for us to provide them with Arabic education and teach the Quran. He is only four years old, so he has not yet reached the age to go to school. Therefore, I want to finish his early education at home. This way, my entire morning passed.

Then I went to my school to take classes. It's good to remember that I work as a teacher at a kindergarten school.After coming home, I felt very tired. After resting for a while at your place, I drink a calcium and vitamin C-rich beverage, which I really enjoy and is also very beneficial for the body. After drinking that water, I rest again for a while and spend time with my son. At one point, both my son and I fall asleep. When I wake up, I see it's almost evening.

Many times we want to do many things, but we can't do them on time. Recently, this problem has become the biggest in my life. I am facing tests at every step, which I don't like at all. At the end of the day, I feel very lonely with a lot of responsibilities on my shoulders, but I am failing to manage them.