Remembering

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Was it a gentle sunshine or devastating winds
I don't know, I was just born
Spring flowers must have swayed in the fields
Summer arrived on the burning paths,
and the feet of passersby must have been scorched

All grievances must have been washed away
when the clouds gathered in the sky.
The entire earth was washed
in the rainy season, dense clouds rained heavily froze and then cooled
That year, Diwali came but there was no excitement in my courtyard.
Instead of the lights, a silence descended into my house

All year long, a struggle between life and death was going on within.
Who knew who would win? There was a pull to live
A compulsion of a gasping breath
When life doesn't support
Death is standing at the door
What can one do
With the pain of the heart?

The atmosphere changed color again
The sun was beginning to shine again
When suddenly
Putting her hand on my head
Blessing me
Tired, she fell asleep
Couldn't wake up again
She from whom my body had sprung.
I didn't leave the house
For many days, with folded hands
Stayed at the door
Thinking she would pick me up in her lap
Carry me away

The sun would rise every morning
Seat again in the evening
Night would sometimes entertain my mind, sometimes comforting
It felt like with a new dawn
Life would begin anew
Months passed, years passed,
Life continued, Like a dream
Feelings faded That time disappeared
Who knows where

I've been carrying on with life alone
With every new setback, I've learned
to live consciously
There's no purpose left
Yet I cling to the world's allure.
What desire is holding me together?
If I could find some relief,
I would find some relief.

Thank you so much for reading. Have a great day 😊🙏 @vikbuddy

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