To be honest I tried to be strong, to start over again from zero but I failed. Life is a bitch and intense circumstances broke me into pieces and my stronger personality was finally lost in front of my darkness and weakness. I am kinda stuck in a black box but I know there is the light of hope. I cannot work now, cannot do anything properly like a normal person. I feel low and unhappy when I see people who are normal and very strong.

So much going on right now, I am just stuck at one point...

Thanks sis for your kind words and so much love... @saffisara