Happy Weekend! I hope you have a great time at home or away. The important thing is to take advantage of doing what makes us feel good these days.
I don't have my plan for the night yet, I'll let the day surprise me.
I'm not one to steal hearts and break them, I really don't like to hurt people, I hate this part of relationships, there is always the risk of getting hurt.
I am one of those who have let my heart be stolen and then have it returned to me in shreds.
Maybe it's karma making me pay for the only heart I broke in a very immature stage of my life, I was only 15 years old, and well, karma if you're out there, it's time to take it out on me.
I will tell you:
I was 15 years old and I was friends with a girl named Anaïs, she was the same age as me. My mom warned me about her, that I noticed something strange about her, but I didn't listen to her.
This friend told her once that I liked a boy on 5th street that we always met on our way to school. Anais got to know him and asked him if he liked me, to which he answered that he liked brunettes, so I thought no way, I can't change my skin color and went on with my life.
After a while Anaïs and I met in front of the school, they were third period tests, and we always left at the end, our school was of pure girls, and in front was a school of pure boys. They left early on these exam dates, the rest of the year the schedules did not coincide,
Three boys passed by, she liked one of them, and without shame, she called them to meet them. I felt sorry for her, I just stood there next to her. But the boy in question did not notice her but me.
We started to treat each other, and he always smelled good, which by the way, I love a man to smell good. After several weeks we became boyfriend and girlfriend. It was very tender, and the relationship was very healthy. Like in Korean soap operas, we just held hands and for a peck kiss it was very hard.
The boy actually falls in love with me and I fall in love with him. My friend seemed calm about it.
December vacations came and I told her that there was someone who wanted me, but I didn't want anything. She told me that I was a liar, ugly and that this person would never look at me.
That hurt me and I told her that I was not lying. Then she dared me to go out with him if she wanted me to believe what she said. And I stupidly accepted to prove that I didn't have to (girl at last). This she planned perfectly because when I went out with the guy she called my boyfriend to tell him.
This broke his heart, when it was my turn to talk to him and admit what happened, because I am not one to lie, I saw him cry, he was a good guy and I foolishly hurt him. The relationship ended and it could have been a nice story, because he respected me and he was thoughtful during the time we were together.
It was something that hurt me a lot, I remember it vividly, I behaved very childish, and inconsiderate, I had nothing to prove, that friendship with Anais ended definitively, so much so that to this day not even the rules of courtesy, although it was my decision to follow her game, she put everything together to separate us and hurt me, only out of envy.
He and I, then we talked, he forgave me for the damage I did to him and we treated each other as friends for many years, until our lives took different directions, and still I know that if we see each other we will greet each other with affection.
It is something that never happened to me again and I will never do it again, respect and loyalty are unique values, and I know I have nothing to prove to anyone but myself.
This story makes me a little ashamed, I could not erase it, but I could learn from it. I am no longer that person.
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