Hello dear friend @hlezama good afternoon
It is good that you are familiar with agriculture, it is a very rewarding activity.
Apparently it was normal at that time for parents to be strong and abusive, many people my age share this experience
It's good that your father has been able to change, that guy's wounds are hard to heal

I understand that melancholy well, with my mother we have left a house behind, now I pass by and I see her very deteriorated, it hurts my soul to see her like this

Thank you very much for your time and your kind words

Have a happy start to the week