I try to imagine what you feel. I don't think my parents could have financed my higher education on their own either. Luckily for me, in my country, education at all levels is free. I went to university, like thousands of my compatriots, and I am grateful for that because it should be a right available to everyone. The only limit should be each person's ability to achieve it.

The positive thing is that you have not given up and continue to fight to achieve those studies that you crave.

Good luck to you. 🌷