Call it a pregnancy, call it sleepwalk – no, actually … call it LUCK! – my last contribution to the blockchain, however, got posted nine months ago. I was busy dealing with my PTSD and personal growth and when I got back I figured I had missed a lot. Thank God! Instead of witnessing the struggles I was already presented with the solution, the minute I logged in to my sleeping steem account: The Hive Community. I simply logged in with my steem keys and the first post I was presented with was @derangedvisions introducing himself to this community by taking part in a challenge.
Not only did I learn that he also suffers from/lives with PTSD, but the whole narrative of my entrance to this community also seems pretty synchronized. Thank you, universe! Awesome! So, let's do this! Who is introducing herself to you and the blockchain right now? It is @mayb! And even though my name might suggest that I am not sure about what I am doing, I totally am. But the truest fact I am aware of is that
"(…) all truths are but half-truths (…)"
so my name is simply an invitation. You're free to insist at any point and you might even be right. ;)
This is what the quote about truths stems from, one of my videos about the seven universal principles:
What else? I am on a journey to my childhood, putting together the puzzle pieces of memories about torture, ritualistic, sexual and emotional abuse and the last 10 months I have learned a hell lot about myself. And I want to go on sharing my series about how I got drugged and taken advantage of by some powerful individuals during my childhood as much as I want to go on exploring the secrets to this universe. Whatever I am doing, it's always pretty much about
Revealing and Healing
And while I was quietly healing the German Government confirmed that ritual abuse is indeed a conspiracy fact, the f'in false memory syndrome foundation shut down for good and the mind virus Corona broke out … So, already here we have a pool of intriguingly inspiring topics to write & produce videos about. And, oh yeah, while the Queen and Mama Merkel are on quarantine I am willing to fill the gaps.
Expect me!
In case you'd like to learn a thing or two about ritual abuse, child abuse in general and/or what this society is built upon
Repressed Memories of Sexual Abuse Part II – The Bad Nun & The Wewelsburg
Repressed Memories of Sexual Abuse Part III – The Politician Who Sued Me
Repressed Memories of Sexual Abuse Part IV – Entering The Void
Repressed Memories of Sexual Abuse Part V – I'm Not Who I Was
Repressed Memories of Sexual Abuse Part VI – Abracadabra, Trauma and Drama
also related:
MAJOR MISCONCEPTIONS – What You Purposely Don't Know About Sexual Child Abuse And Its Consequences
How I Forgave That My Mother Kidnapped My Daughter
Ha, nice to have you back! MoinMoin my dear MayB... Hope you're save & sound! D
I know! I am so glad to be back! How am I supposed to get through the apocalypse without you guys? :D
Off course we are save and sound! And you are, too! Right? I cannot imagine a stressed out @mondoshawan. :)
I'm bored... since all the house arrest over here! But save and sound, yep.
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Thanks a lot. Such a wonderful comment and I can totally relate when it comes to the part about the inner world of humans opposing to animals. Everything "functions" on this planet except for us! :D
There's another video I made where I mention the observer effect and the double slit and all these revolutionary experiments!
My approach is, like a mixture of both worlds. I got raised in a more academic way and spiced up my knowledge with lots of mythology and spirituality after years of Yoga and meditation.
Pretty interested in what that experience might be. 🤓
Tell me!
Thanks for the link. I didn't know Vadim Zeland but I will check him out right now.
Glad to meet you! Make yourself comfortable!
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:D
OH MY! Where to begin???
Ok, let's begin with:
We have to change our comment behaviour!
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It took me four days to digest your last comment and I feel like it's the same for you. I listened to the whole thing. THANK YOU. It was a great reminder of one of the biggest issues lots of my friends are facing at the moment. The point on how to stay positive, or more so nutural to whatever may occur. I sort of learned it casually by simply meditating and training my awareness but thanks to you and this audiobook I found the words to formulate it into something helpful for myself and others. You've been of great service. The universe says THANK YOU!
I love the story of you exploring the blockchain after manifesting some wealth for yourself. Life long and prosper! And I love the stories about your roommates and how early you discovered that your intention influences the outcome. I learned it around the age of 35.
'My academic background' is no academic background at all. But after breaking up school at the age of 17, most of the books I read were academic. I was interested in history, philosophy, religion, politics, sociology, psychology, metaphysics, arts …
And from reading those books I learned how to adequately write journalistic articles, providing all the so-called reliable sources, building your case … And in my family sophisticated debates were kind of a thing. So I was always raised to undermine my every opinion wit a lot of reason. Today, I've got a more intuitive approach. Because I believe that I can have whatever information I like as explained in my video. I simply use the zero-point energy field or whatever you wanna name it and know it all. :D
SYSTEM 1. Gonna check it out! The "What is reality" video. Funny! Syncronizity. I was just presenting it to @andbetween the other week. This video and part two. "HACKING REALITY". You know this second part also?
Again, pleased to meet you. Make yourself comfortable!
Hilarious!
And also: Love the meditation video.
In fact, a huge fan of meditation here... calms me, keeps me in check, and offers clarity in life! :)
I meditate early morning at 5:30 am.
Absolutely priceless.
So glad to connect with you, Mayb! 😀
I'm glad to hear you found some semblance of stability again in your mind and you're doing much better, I wish you nothing but the best and I hope you continue your journey and work on improving yourself! xoxo, 🤗
I am doing so much better! Thanks, Che! But I just learned from the video posted in the comment above that noone should ever imply I am less than perfect. So, shame on you! ;)
Just kiddin'. I am glad to be under your influence again. :D
Oh good, you're back (or, I haven't seen much of you lately, I hope to see much more!)
I like what you're saying about time. I make it a priority to hide clocks, watches, time itself, when I am watching a movie or when I am trying to be in the moment. And being in the moment might be like a right side of the brain type activity.
seven universal principles,sending my love to you sister, hermetic greeting for you <3
Oh, hermetic greeting! Hello there! Hermetic Follow, new friend! :) Looking forward to some magical interactions. ✨