We all have our driving force. What makes A happy may not be for B despite both being in the same boat. And that's just it. I understand the part you didn't want to say yours so as to not jinx things. Yeah, these things happen.
I believe the word of God and his messages. I have health issues I am battling with, too. For that can't be eaten and work that can't be done because that's me writing a letter to those things. It is always painful, but regardless, I have a string urge to live life in peace, and that's part of what's keeping me going.
I just think that I'm currently figuring out what gives me the extra motivation to battle through the hurdles, some days I wake up and it's something different, overall, the Bible says to not put one's faith in man, and I'm trying not to do that at all.
Thanks for sharing what keeps you young... I have won many battles my self, and sometimes I know it wasn't my strength alone, because I know I have zero strength.
I'm looking forward to the Lord to also restore that peace to my mind, because I know that I'll keep trying in vain if I try by myself...
Overall, I'm wishing you the best in your life battles and issues, and I know you'll win by His grace
-some days I wake up and it's something different.
That's it. I woke up today with something different, but I had to fight through it with a calm mind... silence.
It isn't easy, but we will all survive this phase in life. And yeah, putting all your all in someone isn't always the best because humans are unpredictable or even life can happen to th as well. You mentioned that in your post.
Yes, only He can do it. We have no power to work things out without his consent.
Thank you and Amen.