My life is a bunch of testimonies about people who have gone out of their own will to help me, and i feel indebted to them, when the time is right i will repay them beyond measures.....thats one reason why i value relationships especially valueable ones.....
Sometimes they are all the hope we need to hang on, that alone is healing, do take good care of you pls.
It's not a bad thing to feel indebted to them, I think this makes you remember that at one point in time you will one way or the other be a better person to someone else, even if not to them.
Meanwhile I left you a message on discord
Thankyou so very much, so sorry about that pls...